Tuesday, 13 May 2014

What do I do?

One thing ive never been good at is consoling. ESPECIALLY WHEN ITS RELATED TO SOMETHING THAT IS SO TRIVIALLY PERSONAL THAT IVE NO IDEA WHAT TO SAY OR DO TO MAKE IT FEEL A BIT BETTER.

I wish theres a way I could help you. Emphatize and aid you. Things in my head arent very good. Theyre most probably wrong. So what can I do? I love you. Yet Im so useless.

Adam made me a poem.

The Boy Who Fell Too Fast.(made for dan dan  ) : 

falling, wailing and begging for your calling.

Why won't you notice my pleas?, 

won't you just let this heart be at rest Please!.

Can't you just not be such a tease, 

and give me a hint even if you're displeased,

you have already have my heart seized.

So why don't you treat it right for once,

and stop testing me like a dunce,

I've tried proving my worth to you and a few.

Yet nothing changes,

throughout all our exchanges,
I'm an open book and you've seen all my pages.

Yes I'm willing to wait forever,

however,

I can't take the way you overlook me whatsoever.

you trust me,

don't you always agree?

then why won't you let me inside to see?

All I want to do is make you my bride,

and always be by your side.....

If you trust me to be alongside.

Ive never had anyone make one fr me..

I had an argument (still at it actually) abt me being her bf, me changing fr the better and stuff. I nvr win arguments with her. Not that I cant, well most of the time i cant, its coz i dont wanna hurt her feelings more than I do. Im not worth it, not even close so it seems. It makes me wonder if all the things ive done fr her are futile. I need to step up my game. Learn faster, change faster, before i lose her. If i lost her, ill lose most of my soul. Darn it Dan! WHY ARE YOU SO PATHETIC?!

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