And that, was the title of this particular rant.
So, the week has started quite well. I got to meet her for a few days straight. Awesomeee~
She's been busy tho. Darn, at least she's getting some decent honest pay. What about me? Can't even get my life straight.
Oh, this girl isn't my girl. Not yet at least. Idk. Im being optimistic. But she is considered to be my closest friend as of date. My best of besfriends so to speak. I really cant hide anything at all from her. I do wish she's feel the same fr me someday.
Assignments been piling up. Finals are in two weeks. Lotsa stuff to do for projects. Sigh. Im getting real tired of all this. I often wonder if Im in the right course or am I just wasting away. I dont know. I love travelling. I love adventures. But i love art too. My parents (and teachers) tells me im good with writing and language. English. I suck in other languages. Even malay. =.= Im trying to learn mandarin tho. Its proving to be harder than i thought with all the other stuff i have to do.
My current addiction : MaiMai. Its an arcade game. I literally spend on this game. What it is is basically a rhythm based game machine. It has a circular screen and 8 button pads equally distributed on the sides. You could use the screen too to tap the incoming circles that signify notes as you play based on the chosen song. I was introduced to it by her. At first, i played just cause I agreed to give it a try. After some time (and thought that this was one of the things I can do to bond with her >.>), I became addicted. I started going out on my own to play it. Of course, being malay, not speaking in mandarin and not having that many friends dont really help. I often have to go with her so that I could actually play or these 'hoggers' wouldnt bat an eye that Ive been waiting in line for god knows how long.
Money's becoming a major issue lately. Payments here and there, price hikes. Im barely surviving the month. I tend to cut down on food to support other things like entertainment and equipments. Im looking for odd jobs that could provide me decent pay as i cant procure a job that has a fixed timetable. Darn. I so wanna save up for a holiday..
My texting method has changed lately. I dont do the .. anymore. Hardly. Well mostly coz she says its a bad thing. Idk. If she says it is, it is. Ive grown to trust her judgement. Sigh. I didnt plan to write this about her. Not working out too well.
Oh, I didnt mention it earlier. Im typing this without backspacing anything. Typos, wrong sentences. Im just gonna run straight through. If I backspace, i might just erase an entire paragraph. Itll ruin the purpose of all this.
That should be enough.
My current addiction : MaiMai. Its an arcade game. I literally spend on this game. What it is is basically a rhythm based game machine. It has a circular screen and 8 button pads equally distributed on the sides. You could use the screen too to tap the incoming circles that signify notes as you play based on the chosen song. I was introduced to it by her. At first, i played just cause I agreed to give it a try. After some time (and thought that this was one of the things I can do to bond with her >.>), I became addicted. I started going out on my own to play it. Of course, being malay, not speaking in mandarin and not having that many friends dont really help. I often have to go with her so that I could actually play or these 'hoggers' wouldnt bat an eye that Ive been waiting in line for god knows how long.
Money's becoming a major issue lately. Payments here and there, price hikes. Im barely surviving the month. I tend to cut down on food to support other things like entertainment and equipments. Im looking for odd jobs that could provide me decent pay as i cant procure a job that has a fixed timetable. Darn. I so wanna save up for a holiday..
My texting method has changed lately. I dont do the .. anymore. Hardly. Well mostly coz she says its a bad thing. Idk. If she says it is, it is. Ive grown to trust her judgement. Sigh. I didnt plan to write this about her. Not working out too well.
Oh, I didnt mention it earlier. Im typing this without backspacing anything. Typos, wrong sentences. Im just gonna run straight through. If I backspace, i might just erase an entire paragraph. Itll ruin the purpose of all this.
That should be enough.
Thats all folks~ Thanks for reading.
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Until next time. Goodnight.
Leave a comment if you'd like to provide any inputs.
Until next time. Goodnight.
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